This guy

So, I met this guy.
Chubby, scruffy, funny as fuck.
He laughs
I laugh too
He mirrors who I wanna be.

I met this guy
Sharp, thoughtful, with a twisted mind.
I kiss him
He kisses me back
He triggers how I want to feel.

I met this guy
Relaxed, loving and acting polite.
I open to him
He does not.
He's lighteaded by my touch.

I met this guy.
Distant, but friendly and trying to be nice.
He says "enough".
I shudder inside.
He tells me that I love too much.